Okay I'm having a very difficult time creating anything or really completing many/any of my creative thoughts lately. Over the summer break, something broke or blocked my creative drains very suddenly and I still haven't figured out how to deal with it or why it's happened. I've done a lot of trying-to-be-present and staying-in-reality which has probably hindered some of my creativity but I like to hope that's not it - surely I can be present AND creative? People do that, right?

This is like the time I wanted to be a writer and then I realised everything I wrote was actually a journal entry with different names and places and suddenly I couldn't write 'fiction' any more. Except this time I really, really love photography and I don't know why it's so hard to do right now. Maybe because I was trying to turn it into a career, maybe there was too much 'depending' on it.. I don't know.

Anyway, I don't know what to do, I'm in a whole other junction of my life and trying to find a way to create again (photos or anything).

Anyone else dealt with this kind of thing? How did/are you getting through it?

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